Sid made my life: Sid does not have good time running for him

Looks like it is true that for him the good time is not runing for him for the past week or so. he has been having some or the other health issues. To start with he had stomach ache, sufferred a mile fever and once it was under control, he fell down face down landing on his teeth and gums hurting his beautiful lips, gums day before yeserday (Friday) in the evening. I came a bit early just because we had plan for the movie in the evening. By the time I came from office, he was crying. I took it light for sometime until I noticed one of his little front teeth being pressed inside / backward causing a bad alignment :-(

This made me feel really bad and was not able to take this out of mind. Of course this can be seen only when you carefully notice. We had been to the doctor on Saturday in the afternoon and as per him, this is not a big issue. As these are born teeth, which are supposed to go so the next teeth that comes, will be proper. Also as the muscle that is right now covering the teeth is tend to go strong, this can make the teeth aligned really soon.

He also did notice the gum being getting into the darker shade due to the blood clotting inside the gums, he gave a lotion (a kid of ointment) that should be applied into Sid's mouth. I guess Sid should be okay with these.

The only thinng we need to be watching in the coming days is to see if his teeth is getting darker into a shade of black and or if there is any pus and or any signs of wound in and around his teeth. If this is noticed, we need some medical attention.

I felt really bad seeing Sid not been able to bite the apple in the evening yesterday.

but in the evening yesterday, he shown the signs of recovering fast. His lips lost a bit of sweeling. We felt really happy.

After I came from the cricket match that happened at my office, we had been to Sudhakar (Vidap)'s home just to see him as he met with an accident a week ago and had almost a near miss of what would have been a major accident.

The very next second we parked our vehicle there infront of his home, when I was trying trying to open the car door, Sid fell head down landing on his chin on the cement road again hurting his lips. This time we were shocked as the mouth was completely filled with the blood and I was worried if there is something serious that had happened. This was happened because Sid was leaning onto the door inside the car and I did not noticed him leaning onto the door because of the 2 reasons. one- there is no light to notice the people inside, two - the car mirrors were dark enough to let me have a view inside. Rupu was actually on the other side packing the things before getting out of the car and never expected me to open the door from Sid's end.

Rupu too was worried to see his mouth being filled with the blood. After 10 minutes of crying,when we notice Sid's mouth it was a new area that he made a new wound. He did bite his lower lip hurting it really badly.

But the incident was terrible for me to watch. I still remember sid falling down head down. But with the God's grace, he did not hurt anywhere else. after that when Sid had some cool drink, ice cream, the swelling had reduced.

I felt really guilty because, i know directly or indirectly knowingly or unknowingly, I am the reason for his injury today. For a lot of time, I remain silent seeing Sid, feeling guilty. I could not dare enough to take him and hold him. His eyes asked me many questions like "Why Pappa, Why did you do this to me?"

I am guilty all today. But I felt happy when I see him playing with me Cricket tonight.